You're way too hard on yourself, by far. You gave yourself an ultimatum, decreeing if XXx doesn't happen before YYy, I'm going to ZZz. You wouldn't allow someone else to demand such things from you, so don't allow you to either.
I say if theatre is your thing, stick with your thing. Who cares what the critics say if what you're doing brings you joy?
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You're way too hard on yourself, by far. You gave yourself an ultimatum, decreeing if XXx doesn't happen before YYy, I'm going to ZZz. You wouldn't allow someone else to demand such things from you, so don't allow you to either.
I say if theatre is your thing, stick with your thing. Who cares what the critics say if what you're doing brings you joy?