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[kellystowell]

I had a great birthday, (Saturday)...it was fun...Chris took me shopping, and I got a shitload of *stuff*.

On the other hand, I'm lonely for human touch...for...sexytimes.

And...the show I was just helping direct...is over.

Aliza saw to it that every techie hates my everloving guts...and they don't even *know* me...at all...never even met any of them...yet they hate me.

I found out...via third party...who got nominated for awards for performing in the show.

I feel totally superfluous.

I am not enjoying my life, one bit.

I feel like a fucking afterthought.

I'm a little pissed about everything.

Comments

[brujah.livejournal.com]

We should try to find each other on line one of these nights and have a talkies-talk, since we haven't ages.

Also, I had an idea about a career for you:

You should produce your own televised cooking show. Call it: "Fuck you, get out of my kitchen!"

[circumspectly.livejournal.com]

Hahahahahahaha...yes, I like this idea of a cooking show...could we get it produced in Merry Olde England? I need a change of scenery...

I love ya, Hellumz...

It's a new day, and the pity party is over.

But you know me, I'm still a little pissed. :o)

[padiwack.livejournal.com]

I'm late, but I'm here!

On to the next thing, love! {{{hugzu}}}

[papoose.livejournal.com]

happy belated!

[(Anonymous)]

So sorry that I'm still online on a rather frenetic schedule. Belated happy birthday! Consider this to have extended your birthday til the point you read this. :o)

I remember that Chris's birthday is February 8. So was Kim's, and we always celebrated her bithday for eight days, starting on the first. My idea, not hers. I always hoped that, in some way, it could make up for all the broken, empty birthdays from her childhood. I know such things can't really be made up for, but I hoped that treating her as the amazing, special person she is would help in some way. She was always excited about it, and liked to tell other people that her birthday wasn't contained to one day, but to eight. It seemed that it did make an impact!

Sort of getting off topic. I think you deserve the same kind of celebration of you. Maybe that sounds weird when I didn't manage to wish you happy birthday on the actual day, but it's still heartfelt. I love to make a big deal out of birthdays, but, despite that, I often really fall down when it comes to a person who isn't geographically close to me. With communications systems that defy what we could have imagined when I was a child, you'd think I'd be better at it, wouldn't you? My wishes are no less heartfelt, though!

I hope the year to come makes all your dreams come true!

[hnybny.livejournal.com]

"Life is suffering"
- Buddha

We both know it to be true, but we can choose to be happy.

I try every day.